The Way I Am #2

I'm pretty black and white, as you can read in my about me.


I either LOVE people, and love them with my whole heart, or I don't really care for them.
and I'm almost always sure how I feel about a certain person.

What gets to me is when I love and care and show that I love and care SO much.



and get nothing in return. Not even a simple thank you.
It is a horrible feeling -- unappreciation.




I can't help but feel so guilty of this as well though.
I'm sorry Natalie, I'm sorry family, I'm sorry God.

The Way I am #1

I am a very obsessive person. I've learned I have an addictive personality.
I get attached to people, shows, clothes, food, facebook..diet coke...
I don't know why.

But on the other hand, after I'm obsessed for a while (for some things) I just drop it, and move on.
I get a bug up my butt for a while and then I just get over it, like that. Maybe I'm just a kid, maybe I'm inconsistent, maybe I just get bored..


I'm not really sure what to think about this. Good or Bad?