The Way I Am #2

I'm pretty black and white, as you can read in my about me.


I either LOVE people, and love them with my whole heart, or I don't really care for them.
and I'm almost always sure how I feel about a certain person.

What gets to me is when I love and care and show that I love and care SO much.



and get nothing in return. Not even a simple thank you.
It is a horrible feeling -- unappreciation.




I can't help but feel so guilty of this as well though.
I'm sorry Natalie, I'm sorry family, I'm sorry God.

Silence is okay.

things are changing.

Things are changing, for the better.
I know it might be hard for some people, but we have to learn to deal with things we don't like, right?
However other people feel, I love it.

Sickness

Yesterday morning at approximately 2:30 I got sick. Nasty sick.
I won't go into details... unless you want me to. and that would be weird...

Anyway- it's been a couple years since I have been "I really need to stay home" sick.
Maybe it's that make up work and exemptions have gotten in the way.

Well. Once again, a stay at home from school day has escaped me again. Drats.

I See Fake People

I am judgmental.
Hypocritical, quick-tempered, selfish, stubborn, sensitive yet outspoken.

But never fake...because if I were fake I would have many more friends...and my blog more interesting.

You know...

Sometimes I do not have a worshipping heart.
Sometimes I don't want to.

There are times when I'm just not in the mood.
I bet God feels the same way with me a lot.

Le Printemps

Spring is here and my body certainly knows. Let me set the record straight - Spring is probably my favorite season... My allergies don't really like it though.
Pollen Pollen Pollen.

Shakespear says some really cool things about spring in Romeo and Juliet.
"Such comfort do lusty young men feel when well-appareled April on the heel Of limping winter treads, even such delight among fresh fennel buds."

Basically - the kind of pleasure youths feel when winter has the slow months of winter pass and give way to the beauties of Spring, and what beauties there are.











j'aime le printemps

Chapstick

I have discovered something to revolutionize the way I live.
No, it is not electricity or gravity, or an eighth continent.
It is... Softlips.





This stuff is AWESOME.
If you don't have some - get some.
It smells so good and makes your lips feel soft..obviously.
Ok - now I feel like I'm endorsing it...
check out the website, it comes in something like 7 flavors.
Vanilla is my fave.

Sadie Hawkins Dance Photos

Remember how I told y'all about Sadie Hawkins?
Well. Here you are.
Sadie Hawkins Dance Photos.

A little blurry but I'm going to roll with it.

Our Neighbors probably think I'm crazy.

Yesterday was so gorgeous.
I went on a little bike ride.

But when I went to get my bike out of the garage it was surrounded by junk. I had my camera in one hand and grabbed my bike with the other.
Surprisingly, I was successful in my one-handed attempt to lift my bicycle out of the heap of crap. However, On the way out I knocked over a basket of fake apples.

Why do we have fake apples in our garage? Might you ask... well, I have no idea.

Well all these apples go all over the garage and my driveway.
I just stopped to look at it, it was kind of pretty.
So I took a picture of course.
And then I took pictures of me on my driveway and my bike and etc. All where the entire neighborhood can see and my neighbors would look out their backdoor to find a pleasant surprise. And I think... "Our neighbors probably think I'm crazy....Maybe I am a little crazy...No, you're just...creative?"

So lately I've been worrying about things I have years to figure out, and I'm concerned with things I have no business being so concerned about yet. I'm just impatient, I am an instant-gratification kind of girl.

I saw these pictures and I thought to myself, "this is probably God's way of showing me to let the apples fall where they may..."

Bicycles

Summer is almost here, It was 80 degrees yesterday. Today it is sunny, and I am inside.

I want to ride my bicycle through Sugar Land and tell someone I love them.


And that is the mood I am in.

Gravity

THEORY:
Every song with "Gravity" in it's title MUST BE GOOD.

John Mayer - Gravity



Switchfoot - Oh! Gravity



Wicked Cast - Defying Gravity



Sara Bareilles - Gravity

The Church

Love it.








Love them.






















Love Him